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[06 Oct 2008|02:54am] |
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I'm gunna make some drastic changes in my life these next few months
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[14 Aug 2008|08:06pm] |
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I've tried for like 3 years not to like anyone so I don't have to deal with emotion and the butterflies and all that bullshit.. And now I like someone and its so annoying I hate feeling like this. I'd rather be a crazy cat lady then deal with emotions. Like it has its good things but I feel that there is just gunna be bad things to come. Blah blah blah hanson rules jonas brothers can eat a dick
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[23 Jun 2008|11:45pm] |
ok so last night i had a realllly creepy dream.
it started out i was in the living room adn im talking about how on friday the 9th im hoping to go see the latest tim burton movie. then all of a sudden the tv turns on and its a preview for a movie for tim burton thats gunna be on on the fri the 9th at nine and i was really scared adn tried telling everyone about it and no one would belive me and i knew somethign was goign to happen and no one would help me and it was scary.. then in teh dream im with my dad and he is freaking out and wont tell me and i start freaking out and then turns out that the lady from nick news died drowning in hawaii. werid..
and the weirdest thing about it is that i looked up to see if tim burton is openign a movie on the ninth and he is coming out with a moive on the 26th of december adn its simply called 9. weird? yes. and im kinda creeped out.
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[14 Jun 2008|06:11pm] |
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I just shit at work for the first time in almost working here for two years.
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[19 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
Got my car back!!!!!
Oh man did I miss it. Gunna save so much money on gas too! And it fucking still smellls like cryons haha ahhh!!!.
Randomly did merch for I am ghost at mest. So randumb! It wasn't too bad. Then did it last night at an alien ant farm show. So funnny.
Its kinda creepy when you meet a dude and all of a sudden he is alll about you and doesn't even know you that welll or even all. He was cute but was all about me so eh. And then at the emnd of that night compaired. Himself to forrest gump too. So ummmmmmmm!
Super broke this week but whatevs! I nanny the rest of the month which is good but the fucking playoffs start today so I have to tvo all the games. Man I'm gunna be super stressed out.
And I might be going to texas at the end of may to finallly see my niece and nephew omgomg I'm gunna be so fucking happy to see them. I want to take my nephew home with me and raise him so bad it hurts. Ill prob start crying the second I see them.
Ah.
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[07 Mar 2008|10:01pm] |
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So my boss just offered me to move to a store closer to me and be full time. Should i
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[13 Feb 2008|04:50am] |
Just got my surgery. Feeling ok. Went by suuuper fast. Numbd my hand. Stuck the iv in me and passed out woke up went home. No more bump. So happy. Don't know what it looks like tho cuz there is a bandage on it and I feel like nelly right now. Ha. But sat I'm off to az for a lil over a week. YAY!!
And I got my dad the best bday presant got him the front row of the second section on the floor to see his fave country singer george straight. He was soo stoked it was awsome. His birthday is actually when I get back buuuut I'm a loser and didn't feel like waiting haha.
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[06 Feb 2008|02:16am] |
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So I'm almost 100% sure I'm getting my surgery on the 12th. I find out tomorrow. Then starts my two week vacation! I know ill have a few of those first days to recover or whatnot then I'm going to az. Maybe a weekend in vegas? Maybe? I dunno but no more bump on my nose! And I get to start looking for another job! And get outta ca for a lil! Yay. Super nervous so ahh!
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[27 Jan 2008|07:00am] |
I reallly hate how much I relate to kate winslits charachtor in the holiday. Wtf. Kills.
I should be schedualing my surgery soon and I hooope I can for the end of feb so I can take my two week vacation so the last week is when everyone is out here. Crossing my fingers!!! And hope if that happens that my face doesn't look like a fucking monster hahah ah!
Blah blah blah lovin the rain. So tired.
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[06 Jan 2008|05:25am] |
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So my hours at work have gotten cut and I feel so mistreated there and hate it so much but need to get my surgery so I'm sticking it out. But I deff got a nanny job and the girl is awsome and I'm gunna be doing that more then att which is kinda nice. Keeps me active and keeps my head straight. Still don't have a car and am trying to use my dads trucks. I hate this. So far 08 sucks but hopefully will get better. Ah.
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[02 Jan 2008|06:31am] |
Xmass was awsome sucha good get away and so nice to see my mom and fam and leah.
New years was lame. I went to bed at like. 11 and watched love actually. Some friends were acting weird so I didn't want to hang and it put me in such a bummer mood I didn't want to go to other places I was offerd. So that blew.
I might start babysitting this six year old to get extra cash ill find out tomorrow she is so rad.
My birthday is in ten days and I dunno what I'm doing. I get three days off a week now so I kinda want to request it off and not be in ca. So who knows.
I'm gunna start looking up doctors this week to fiiiiinallly get my surgery. Freaked out tho so scared of vains ahahha. But I need to do it.
And this dude at my work wants to set me up with his friend cuz he is white has tatttos and has bright blue eyes and blonde hair but. The saying about him is that he is ' one drug away from commiting a murder" what ever the fuck thaaat means and has a super racist dad but dreses like an ese. And is always smiling. A"l the time so people think he is on something. They say he is fucking crazy but a nice guy so I told him as long as he is down to go to disneyland as our first date ill do it. Its deff gunna make a fucking crazy scary or funny story or all of the abuv
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[23 Dec 2007|08:27pm] |
So I won't know till wed what's going to happen with my car or if I'm ever going to be able to use it again. Awsome.
But I'm going to az tonight thank god. Till wed so hopefully that will be uh mazing. And get my steve nash jersey can't wait get to see all my family and leah. Wooo!!!!
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[19 Dec 2007|08:17pm] |
So last night we closed at 930 at night go to leave and my car won't start and its pouring rain and everyone has left. Call my dad to pick me up and I leave my car at work. Came in today and thankfully its in the parking lot were there is a goodyear. They look at it and say they can't find anything wrong with it. Wtf!! How isn't there anything wrong with my car if it won't start???
So right now they are towing it somewhere near my house. Seeing my car get towed seriously makes me want to break down and cry that's like my home almost I spend the most time in my car besides work. And I don't get paid till fri and am freaking out cuz I wanted to xmass shop now I dunno what I'm going to do or find out how to pay for everything. My dad says he is gunna help but I dunno.
Happy holidays to me huh? Its been one bad thing right after the other. I can't wait for this year to be over. Fuck.
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[01 Dec 2007|10:17am] |
Sucks to possibly lose a friend cuz of a situation that didnt even excist. Im such a good person and do soo much for. My friends more then most friends doo and can be disreguarded like nothing. Awsome! Not talking to my best friend for a few days sucks. Id love to be honest and say snap out of whatever you in and stop bulling stufff outta your ass but i cant. Even tho i just did hahha. Its the worst.
Then having a close friend ive known forever who i talk to all the time is home for two days and didnt tell me. Wtf is all of this bs.
And of course few weeks ago last a friend who didnt care about my feeling or understand what they were doing sent nudez to someone i used to talk to and keeps making excuses but doesnt really understand why im upset. Im not mad at the guy cuz who wouldnt want nudes? Im mad at the girl who obviously didnt care about me and our friendship.
So ive had awsome luck with friends this past mont/week
I never do anything mean to people. Do too much for otheres. And get all this shit? I need to stop being such a nice person cuz i never get anything for it ever.
Last night was the first night i cried cuz of the way friends have treated me. I havnt done that in years cuz ive only surrounded. Myself with amazing people. Or so i thought. And crying when my nose is already stuffed is the worst cuz i cant breath at all.
Happy holidays!
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[17 Nov 2007|03:34pm] |
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Working retail during the holidays is really depressing cuz i have to work the day before and after thanksgiving so i cant go to az and spend it with my family. This year im making sure they have me open xmass even so i can try to make it to az in time to see my grandpa cuz last year was the first year of my life that i didnt see my grandpa. It sucks. Alot.cuz the people i work with dont take it into concideration that my family dont live here. Kim and hanna invited me to be with their fams but i feel weird. Still havnt figured out what im gunna do but hopefully it turns out ok
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[11 Nov 2007|02:18pm] |
A few things. But first :
I need to take my two week vacation before march at work. But cant take it till after january 15th
I want to go to the eastcoast. Does anyone want to spend a week out there with me between jan 15th and end of feb?? Cuz the other week im going to seattle.
But i want someone to go to the eastcoast with me anyone interested???
And second. Saw HANSON three times in one week. Holy fuck best time in my life. Saw them free on halloween. Amaizing then that sat and tue with leah they played for two hrs each show i almost cried. Seriously i love them so much and want a hanson tattoo asap!!!
So hit me up if you wanna vacation soon with meee
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[30 Oct 2007|09:32am] |
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Is it sad that i honestly think im getting dicriminatewd at work cuz im the only white person there??
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[23 Oct 2007|02:44pm] |
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Might move to kirkland ( seattle ) in march. What are your thoughts
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[20 Oct 2007|11:26am] |
i work too much and have nothing ot show for it.
i want to get my surgery soon and use my benifits then look for a better job cuz i cant take the people i work with anymore
i dont drink or do drugs and i dont eat me and since they are shut out from the rest of the world im looked at like im the crazy one. im the only one there with an open mind and common sense but since im the only smart one in a crowd of dumb people im looked at as the stupid one. how does that work? if people only knew it actaully is possible to have fun or more fun then people who drink. open up peaople seriously. if you drink thats your life and im not gunna say what to or not to do but i dont get why pple are looked down upon for not drinking. i jsut wish people would grow up and open their minds to whats going on in the year 2007. i dont mind when people ask me questions about why i am the way i am but to talk down to me and try to put me down for it and not try to understand and jusr deal with it is what drives me out of my mind. sorry for the random rant
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[07 Oct 2007|09:01am] |
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I think ive come to the decision that i am going to be DARIA for halloween
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